Today my finger was feeling much better and I decided to pain our guest bedroom. . It was such a hard work. My hands are way to weak. i have no Idea where all the strenght has dissapeared. Weird. To make room more friendly and inviting, I am planning to buy new curtains, bedding, couple of decorative pillows, couple of contemporary but happy paintings and area rug.
On a happier note- I decidied to quit smoking. last night, as I was smoking outside, I suddenly felt really dizzy and sick and started having bad chest pains. I thought I'm having an heart attack. I ran inside and threw up pretty bad.
I had my last cigartet last night around 4 pm and that is it. I have not had one today and I have no urge to light one. Now I just need to keep myself busy and not think about smoking and cigs. I hope I can do it. I can quit this time for good. :)