Getting ready to move... Pictures and paintings are removed from our walls. Did it with tears in my eyes, I remember when I took each one of those pictures and I remember when I put them to walls... I remember why I chose those images... And to take them down,... was very , very , very hard...
Our home looks and feels COLD without images, without our personal pieces...
I am still having conversations with myself... There are hours I am sooo ready to get rid of this house, and then I am about to grab my phone and make a phone call to Realtors... Love them by the way..
In a way it feels WRONG to sell this house. IT FEELS WRONG to paint all the walls some sort of beige so that it would appeal to buyers... I have to pretend that I love beige??? I have to pretend that I don't like things on walls? I have to pretend that my house is always perfect??? WHAT IS THIS? some sort of artificial reality?? It is not real. I have to spend money to make money?? I have to make our home according what other like. What is wrong with buyers??? WHY can't you see potential yourself. Get it, make changes the way YOU want them. WHy DO WE have to guess what you BUYERS like? I hate this, I hate faking... I hate faking I love beige.. And I am perfect, living clutter free life... It is just not natural..
Anyway, I have to make peace with it. and deal with this situation....
Thursday, April 15, 2010
I am very opinionated person. I watch LOT of late night tv. and lot of prime time tv.. DVRD... But nothing, NOTHING makes me more emotional than NY housewives, OC housewives, and Atlanta Housewives... I watch these shows and shake my head. THANK YOU ORANGE COUNTY. for keeping me real. Gossip is good, till it reaches the tipping point. I gossip, I bitch about my friends, husband , exes. I DO... But I don't feel angry, hurtful towards them.. They are the ones who help me grow stronger, healthier and more beautiful THey are my rocks.
Thank you Friends:)
Thank you Friends:)
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Now, I am sure there are "few of you" who take it personally, and start a fire where fire is not needed, but I stay strong to my OPINION.
I work hard to stay 6-10 size.. It varies from month to month, and I know IF I don't work hard, I end up 300 lb woman because I LOVE FOOD. I can eat nonstop and not feel full. I can... BUT I choose not to.. I eat, I work out and I enjoy it.
WHEWWWW, I feel better now that i said it OUT LOUD :D