Friday, October 30, 2009

I am not here to please anyone. I am here for me. I am here with my thoughts and feelings. I have been honest. I have been ME.
There are days I wish people could be more than themselves. JUST forget about "game faces". Stop pretending that you are something else. But I can't ask for it. It is their choice, their freedom. if they want to pretend, I have to deal with it. But I can't stand it when they turn around and do something behind their friends back..


Kathy said...

Hugs to you, Mrs. Tan.

Anonymous said...

i am hurting for you so much. I can not read your blog without must be so painful for you.
Yes you are right ....stop pretending to be somebody you are not. I have learned this can be a fake world. I go to my work every day and just hate the ppl i work with. So fake......smiling at you from the front but the moment you turn the knife is sticking out your back.....sigh

Many time i thought *why are they like that * does it make them happy to make you misirable ??? I dont know ....i guess i can just learn to ignore them. Hard some times but if i keep thinking about it to much it will make me crazy. So dont worry be you and dont worry about other ppl.

I dont know if this all makes sense......but i want to tell you that i am very sad for you. You need to deal with your loss and just dont let other ppl tell you how to be YOU.