Monday, September 29, 2008

I do not know...

I hope it is not to late to apologize. i am still PMSing 24/7 but feel the need not to share my thoughts with you. My world as it is is full of unpleasant surprises and happenings. One thing after another. There are days that I do not want to get out of bed because I have no desire to deal with what life throws me..( US). But I put on my "party" shoes and start living large..
I really am sick dealing with hospitals, doctors and medications. I am so tired of living one day at a time... I wanna see future, but I am to scared to look ... I want to be prepared but same time I do not know how to do so.


Kathy said...

I'm sorry. I withdraw when I'm feeling down too.

And ever since Steven was diagnosed, I've known that I don't want to see the future.

Not any more.

KMGheno said...


I'll be in LA this weekend (with Gianni and Bruno [+ the grandparents]). I'd really like to sneak away and buy you and the kids an ice cream - or just you a Lemon Drop = ). . .

No biggee - call or e-mail if you have an extra 1/2 hour or so.

Big hugs.

karen gheno